Saturday, April 24, 2010

Lust, crave, desire....

All those words I said above. Is how I feel right now. Right from the
person I've had sex with before, to my future an life long commitment I
want. I don't know how I feel anymore....

Im over my friends house, an I want it. But I know I can't. Least not
anymore.  AND! On top of that, I am talkin (least
in my mind) to this girl. She mad coool. I really really like her, an I
have yet to meet her. She in Chicago right now, while im still in New
York. But nonetheless, im not bout to try an fuck or nothing. Maybe a
kiss, thas bout it.

An as for school, there is soooo much. I desire a boo on campus. But
imma work on that for next year. Fxck it. Idk what else to say. I wanna
make a life long commitment. But I know I can't right now. Least not
yet. Its mad work involved too. An that part I don't mind. Its jus every
other detail involved. Ugh. And I want that 3.0 at least. But its
alright. Imma ugh. We will get thru this. Smh. Lol
Yeah. Idk wat else to talk bout cuz well. I can't talk bout nothing
specific. I do have mad shyt going on. But idk. I jus felt the need to
email that. Lol.

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